I hate one word in the entire english dictionary. Expectations. Argh. I hate it...... sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! They think I can perform miracles. But I can't! So I tell them to their face that I cannot live up to such high expectations. Then here comes the most cliche answer. You just have to believe in yourself Carol. Believe?!?!?! I am being realistic and they ask me to believe. Can you believe that? I hate that I can't live up to their expectations and I hate it that they don't understand that fact! Then when I don't live up to their expectations, they say Carol I am very disappointed in you. Argh. I already told them that I can't make it.

Butbutbut thats just my everyday ranting.... moving on to happier things.....

1) REALLY SORRY to my FPSP group. I didn't know you were at the lab.... anyway when I went home I did 16 solutions by myself and was about to submit it when I checked my mail. it then dawned on me that you had submitted it already. Sosososo I didn't send mine. I know I am still wrong and everything but in my defense I went home and did it too. Its just that 3brains are better than 1 so I was slower to send it off. But once again really really really sorry.

2) Yay! I convinced my parents to let me go on the ROC's trip. :))))))))))

3) Did my LA essay already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay... but its super short. So prob have to redo. See how first.

4) Going to watch bedtime stories today..... ::)))))))))))))))))) Keisha Ong IT IS NOT CHILDISH! Its a super nice movie.