I have mixed emotions about today.... so many things happened.
I am angry, disappointed, sad, apprehensive and happy all at the same time. Seems weird but its true.

Angry and disappointed at myself because of not studying harder for common tests. If I had done so I might have aced more tests and passed more tests. Especially Lit! argh! I feel like smacking myself upside down. Now my beautiful english score will be dragged down by this stupid mark. Bleugh. Smack. Smack.

Sad.... well duh because of my terrible marks but also because of other stuff. This "other stuff" is really sparking internal conflicts in me and trust me, I DO NOT need these conflicts.

Apprehensive yet happy. because I got into the PESA and thats further than what I got last year. But with the weight of expectations and my really-not-very-convenient-stage-fright hovering over my head I can't help but feel nervous. Argh. Somemore internal conflict. Just what I needed.

There are days where I feel really weary and worn out. Its like I have this feeling that I don't have anymore strength to go on anymore. Well, this is one of those days.

Haha. I just remembered something funny. The look on Isabel's face when she tore up the printout that bea and tanya did nicely for her. Heehee super funny! Ok energised. I shall start on my enormous mountain of homework.

o.0 mega mood swing. wtv.