Succumbed to temptation... disappointed with myself. Never mind just make this a quick one.

They postponed the ROCs trip!!!!!!!!!!!! In a way, good news and bad news. Good news is that Nat and Keisha can come along and the bad news is because they postponed it. So I have nothing to look forward to. No motivation for CTs. I think I will have to convince myself that its still on just to get thru this Cts period. After that, I will face reality... :)

Oh Cts! Chem and Life Science... well the day b4 I totally freaked out. I was practically crying. That was the stress level. So I well, prayed and asked for a sign. to reassure me that my self worth was not just based on grades. Well the sign came and I am so happy for it. It really took a lot of pressure off me. Basically, my mom came in when I was studying and then gave her prep talk. Well, to be honest I blanked out for most but there was one line that I heard and appreciated. But I am not posting it here. So then the day came. I joined my fellow comrades in last minute cramming. Last minute realisations of not understanding topics etc etc. Somehow or the other I actually enjoyed the papers. They were so fun and satisfactory. Exams fun? oxymoron isn't it? but really, truth be told I loved doing those papers.
Then, it was back to my study table for geog and english. I had it all planned out... then I spoiled the schedule for napping 1 hour. I was tired.... I know I sleep super early but still I was tired. I think I use up all my energy in school. So back to geog. Just did the TB and then slept. Woke up at 3, then 4 and finally 6. Test lorraine, test Nell and then test Limin.... LOL I never get tested... I am always the one testing... I like it that way. Geog was short and upsetting. All that stressing for nothing? pah. Then english was chim. I think might fail for that one. But will worry later.

During recess, had fun with lorraine and esther. We drew on each other with chalk, simulated battles and drew a picture of you-know-who using our imagination. The result of the picture was hilarious. Esther added on the final touch... hahaha... so embarrassing. -.-"

When I got home, rushed out my tution hw. Just in time for tution. Which ended five minutes ago. Yay. After this will study the literary handout mrs ng gave us. Hopefully its sufficient.

Yay after tmrw, 3 more to go. Woohoo!